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well back to school. not that excited tat everything is coming to an end because then it gets packed with things to do. Have to keep on moving forward. My vacation was ok but there was a double funeral and thanksgiving wasn't that cheery for either side of my family. Could not complain. Did go out and now have netflix and every time i had i would spend watching the free movies instantly. It is actually pretty cool. it was a relaxing vacation besides the whole working part of it but i dont mind the extra money. Family finally raffled the pocket bike and now moving on with life and everything. Although i do think that these holidays are going to be pretty sad. O well, things happen for a reason and whether we like it or not we cannot do much about it.

Bloggin

Well i haven't really blogged this week because i have not had time but i am almost done with everything i have to do now. I am trying to get things done because i no longer want to stress out and after Wednesday almost everything will literally be over. No more drama of doing things and having to do things for people. The funerals end Wednesday and as sad as it may seem i am happy. We can now continue to move on and worry about school completely. Of course i am completely exhausted and i might not come on Wednesday because the funeral is in the morning and ends at noon. Hopefully i make it back in time. We did go to the premier of twilight but it wasn't that good. I got really dizzy because of the dumb camera. My nystagmus and the movie did not go well. Friday and Saturday didn't do much and got back from the funeral a while ago. Now to start hw and try to pull an all niter. really tired though.

Your Journal (12)

I think an ideal job for me would be waking up early and having the energy and enthusiasm to get up in the morning to go to work. I would like to have good hours like going in at 8 in the morning and then being out like around 3 or 4 in the afternoon. I would like to have my own office and be a top notch worker. I think for my job i would like to go all the way and get a PhD if i am given the opportunity.I think that i actually have pretty high chances of getting my dream job because if i do set my mind to it and do everything possible than i can accomplish or even part of it. To increase my chances all o am going to do is go all out and try my best at everything.

Know Yourself (12)

Well my values is that i would like a good job that has flexible or at least decent working hours with good pay. I would like to have the daily job that you work until 4 or five while going in at 8 in the morning and having a job that i love to do. I would like to work with people i like and feel powerful because who doesn't want to. I would like to be a creative and go out with friends and family to parties. Of course when we have to work we have to work. I would not drink and have fun. I would also like to spend time with my family of my own if i get the chance an meet that one special person for me even though i think i met them already but no one ever knows because sometimes fate changes your future. I want to have fun and explore the world because i know that if i settle down too soon that will be it.

Week and weekend

Not as much fun because all i did was work and try to help my family raise money for the funeral. Just waiting for grandma to die now after a cousin died and now i am trying to catch up with work because i am really lagging on school work. Need to get help on math for sure this week though because it is the last section and i need to be on top of my game. I t was not that bad because we went to see 2012 and i thought it was ok but once we saw the animals being carried we knew for sure it was like a Noah's ark and it was. very predictable at the end but it was ok. Next week the actual funeral so we'll see how it goes.

Your Journal (11)

Well with my family money has always been a problem living in the east side. I would not say that we were poor but we had enough money to do whatever we wanted. My brothers would play soccer and that was when we had more money than ever because my dad had two jobs. I learned though early that it is hard trying to earn money. I had both an allowance and i worked with my dad and it was not easy. I would save all of the money i could and until recently i started spending of course only on the things i needed. I was able to save hundreds of dollars. I think that i now have control over how i spend my money and that will greatly help me in the future because hopefully i will not be in debt.

Know Yourself (11)

Well this chapter has to do about money and learning how to spend your money. Money is as easy to spend as it is to earn. but that is most definitely not true. You can bust your butt off trying to work more hours and nothing is going to make a difference. I personally pay everything on time and barely make the payment. I currently have no credit cards thank god and am able to pay on my own or with my parents help. I tend to spend money only if i need it. What i noticed though is that most of my money goes towards going out which is not good because i automatically assume i can buy things and not think of the consequences. Other wise i think i am ok and i am learning to control my spending so i am not a heavy spender. You will be working your butt off the rest of your life so might as well enjoy it now that you might not be working because later no matter what you do it is not going to be enough.

weekend

Well my weekend was not all that great. i forgot to turn in my hw and i think its late now. Now i am stressed. I had a test that i did not know i was prepared for or not. i haven't had a good weekend because i worked more hours than i have had to before and now i get one day off extra. Going to relax of course. Now i am stressed and saddened to know that yesterday around 3 in the morning someone died from my girlfriends family who i learned to care about and died. He was also a current San Jose State student and it is hard to know that i will no longer be seeing him considering he treated everything with kindness and respect and was one of them that welcomed me to his family. It has been hard trying do work and homework and not being able to be thinking about what has happened in such a little time. There are other problems that i cannot talk about and it is basically not the best time or thing to do. Hard to do the video over again. working on it thought.

University Conversation

Well i thought that the university conversation was interesting. I thought it was funny that somehow they would digress from the question that was really asked. They tried to answer questions that would not alarm the students and create a riot. When they were explaining something they said indirectly that they were going to kick out students in order to bring down then numbers. This idea was then brought up again but in those same direct words and then they try to make it seem like they never said that when they did. My Tuesday was ok and so was that Monday because i was able to relax and work has not been that hard. I work today though because i switched my schedule. Its all good though almost turning in paper still double checking it.

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well i thkn i fell behind on posts but not on the homework cuz i finished almost all of it but two sections two weeks ago. Now my halloween was amazing. I went to the corn fields and got lost for about an hour and now i have nothing to do but homework. The sorry part about my weekend is that i did not feel good at all and didnt come to school on Thursday. Wednesday a night i started feeling sick then thursday and friday were my worst days. After is settled down and was able to go out again. Need to catch up and teach myself work. And i didnt know how to work the music and if had been postponed. About to post video up too. Had problems with transferrring but for using the program i did it worked pretty good.